[Crosspost] Reclaiming Maria: A Reunion of Self

After contemplating my own experiences and the power of personal growth, I finally decided to write a short story that reflects themes of resilience and self-discovery. While ‘Reclaiming Maria: A Reunion of Self’ draws inspiration from my own journey, it is a work of fiction, crafted to explore the complexities of facing the past and embracing who we’ve become. I hope you enjoy this tale of transformation and empowerment.

She stepped off the plane with a confident gait, her heels clicking like punctuation. It was the first time she’d returned to her hometown since her mother died. This time, it wasn’t for grief—it was for her twentieth high school reunion. And she was, surprisingly, excited.

She had lost weight. She looked good. She knew it. And she wanted them to see.

The classmates who had made it their mission to make her high school years miserable—mocking her for being short and fat, as if cruelty were a sport—they’d be there. She didn’t come back for revenge. But she didn’t come back to hide, either.

Never mind that she’d always had a great attitude, that she’d found joy in spite of their bullying. She’d danced at prom, laughed too loud in the cafeteria, worn neon tights like armor. They never broke her. They just taught her how to walk into a room like she owned it.

Joni was meeting her at O’Hare for the drive home. The plan was simple: hugs, coffee, highway. No ceremony. Just a familiar face to soften the landing.

She was grateful. Not just for the ride, but for the buffer. Joni had been there—through the funeral, the fallout, the long silences that followed. She didn’t ask for updates or explanations. She just showed up. That was her gift.

As they loaded her suitcase into the trunk, she exhaled for the first time since stepping off the plane. The city had its own rhythm, but the suburbs held the ghosts. And she wasn’t ready to face them alone.

The ghost of Jeff lingered—not the man himself, but the echo. Her first fiancé. Ten years younger, all charm and chaos. She had a thing for younger men back then, before she learned that youth sometimes came wrapped in entitlement.

Thankfully, they hadn’t gone to high school together. But his aunt had. And she’d be at the reunion, all smiles and sideways glances, pretending not to remember the engagement—or the fallout.

After the breakup, Jeff rewrote the story. In his version, she was heartless. Ambitious. Too good for him once she landed the better job. No mention, of course, of the bruises that didn’t show. The gaslighting. The slow erosion of self.

He made her the villain. She let him. Some ghosts weren’t worth exorcising. But she carried the truth like a ledger—quiet, precise, and hers alone.

She didn’t expect closure. That was a myth sold in therapy brochures and rom-coms. What she wanted was simpler: to walk into that gymnasium, look around, and feel nothing. No flinch. No ache. Just presence.

Joni drove with one hand on the wheel, the other wrapped around a lukewarm coffee. They didn’t talk much. They didn’t need to. The silence between them had been earned—years of showing up, not asking for more than the other could give.

As the highway blurred past, she thought about Jeff’s aunt. About the way people carry stories like heirlooms, polishing the ones that flatter and burying the rest. She wondered what version of her would be whispered over punch bowls and cheese platters.

She didn’t care. Or she tried not to.

Besides, she was there to show off her new self. The new Maria. The one who wore confidence like perfume—subtle, lingering, undeniable. The one who laughed easily, flirted without flinching, and didn’t shrink to fit anyone’s comfort.

She wasn’t trying to prove anything. Not to Jeff’s aunt. Not to the classmates who used to snicker behind lockers. She just wanted to be seen. Accurately. Finally.

Playful, yes. But not naive. She knew how people rewrote stories to suit their own shame. She’d lived through it. She’d survived it. And now she wore survival like silk—soft, strong, and impossible to ignore.

And who knows? Maybe she’d finally hook up with Eric—the one she’d been quietly obsessed with since ninth grade. Word was, he was recently divorced. No kids. No complications. Just tall, thin, and still carrying that reddish-blond hair and green eyes that once made her forget how to speak.

Back then, she was shy. Still a virgin. Raised in a strictly Christian household where sex outside of marriage wasn’t just forbidden—it was a sin with consequences. She wore modesty like armor, even when her body betrayed her with longing.

But that version of Maria was gone. She’d shed more than weight. She’d shed shame. The new Maria didn’t ask permission. She didn’t wait for signs. She wanted what she wanted—and this weekend, that might be Eric.

She had a thing for redheads. Always had. And for reasons she never bothered to unpack, she preferred her men tall and thin. Maybe it was contrast. Maybe it was defiance. Maybe it was just taste. Either way, she was done pretending otherwise.

She wasn’t chasing a fantasy. She was reclaiming one. The girl who used to blush and look away was gone. In her place stood a woman who knew her own gravity—and wasn’t afraid to pull.

Joni’s guest room still smelled like lavender and old books. The same quilt on the bed, the same creaky floorboard near the closet. It was comforting, in a way that made her ache.

They spent the morning catching up over coffee and toast, slipping into the rhythm they’d always had—easy, unforced. Joni didn’t ask about Jeff. Joni was going with her to the reunion. Of course she was. They’d survived high school together, even if their scars didn’t match. Joni had been the quiet one, the observer. Maria had been the target, the defiant one who laughed too loud, using her neon tights as a bold statement against the cruelty.

They got ready together in Joni’s guest room, trading earrings and memories. Joni chose a sleek black dress. Maria went bold—deep red, fitted, unapologetic. 

When they stepped into the gymnasium, it was like walking into a time capsule, but this time, they carried their own stories—banners of resilience and change.

Maria scanned the room, heart steady yet racing with anticipation. Then she saw him—Eric. Still tall. Still thin. Still red-haired and green-eyed and somehow exactly as she remembered, only softer around the edges. Still the boy who made her forget how to speak. Only now, she didn’t forget. She remembered everything. And she was ready. He was laughing at something someone said, head tilted back, unaware.

She didn’t move. Not yet. She just watched, letting the moment stretch, her breath catching in her throat. Memories of their high school days flooded back, mingling with the thrill of how far she’d come. Letting herself feel it.

But then, piercing through her moment of confidence, she heard it: Blake’s laughter booming over the crowd, familiar and obnoxious, cutting like a knife. It dredged up old memories she thought were buried. Maria’s heart skipped a beat as she spotted him across the gymnasium. He hadn’t changed much—still loud, still the life of the party, and the weight he’d gained did little to soften the sharp edges of his personality.

She remembered the way he’d made her feel so small, how his mockery had echoed in her mind long after the school day ended. “Look who decided to show up!” he would shout, his friends snickering behind him. But now, as she watched him, there was a strange blend of pity and empowerment bubbling within her.

Joni felt the shift in Maria’s demeanor and leaned closer, her voice low. “Do you want to go say hi, or should we steer clear?”

Maria hesitated, weighing her options. The old instinct was to retreat, to hide behind Joni’s comforting presence. But she shook her head, determination igniting her resolve. “No. I’m not going to let him ruin this. Not tonight.”

Blake caught sight of her then, his expression shifting from surprise to a wide, mocking grin. “Maria! Is that you? Wow, you look—” He paused, feigning shock. “Different!”

Laughter rippled through his group of friends, and for a moment, Maria felt the heat rise in her cheeks. But instead of shrinking, she straightened her back, holding his gaze with a newfound steadiness.

“Thanks, Blake. I’ve been working on it.” Her voice was steady, laced with a confidence she hadn’t known she possessed.

The laughter faltered, replaced by a stunned silence. Blake’s grin wavered, and for a brief moment, she saw the flicker of uncertainty in his eyes.

“Good for you,” he said, but the edge of mockery was gone, replaced with something almost grudgingly respectful.

As she turned away, a wave of adrenaline coursed through her. That was the old Maria speaking—no more hiding, no more letting his words dictate her worth. She felt lighter, as if a weight had been lifted just by standing her ground.

Joni nudged her, a proud smile on her face. “See? You handled that like a pro!”

Maria laughed, the sound bright and liberating. “I think I’m just getting started.”

As Maria surveyed the gymnasium, her heart raced with a mix of excitement and anxiety. Just when she thought she had steeled herself against the ghosts of her past, she spotted Jeff’s aunt across the room, laughing with a group of former classmates, including Eric. Her heart almost stopped.

The sight of her—a woman who had once seemed so warm and welcoming—now felt like a punch to the gut. Memories flooded back: family gatherings, the way she had once embraced Maria, and the betrayal that followed the breakup. It was as if the past had come rushing back, uninvited.

A cold wave of disbelief washed over her, and she fought against the urge to turn away. A tightness gripped her chest as she reminded herself, This is my moment. I can’t let her take that from me.

“There’s Jeff’s aunt,” Joni whispered, noticing Maria’s sudden stillness.

“Yeah,” Maria replied, her voice barely above a whisper, the words tasting bitter on her tongue.

Joni’s brow furrowed with concern. “Are you okay?”

Maria took a deep breath, trying to regain her composure. “I will be. I just—” She glanced over to see Jeff’s aunt leaning closer to Eric, her laughter ringing out like a bell, a sound that felt both familiar and foreign. “I just wish she would stop telling her version of our story.”

Joni, sensing Maria’s unease, stepped closer. “You don’t have to face this alone,” she said, her voice firm yet gentle. “You can handle this, but I’m here for you if you need me.”

Maria’s resolve hardened. She could feel the weight of her past pressing down, but she straightened her shoulders, determined. “It’s time to face the past head-on.”

As she approached the group, she felt the eyes of her former classmates on her, their gazes shifting between her and Jeff’s aunt. The chatter quieted, and she could feel the tension in the air, thick and electric, a palpable reminder of the weight of her past.

“Maria!” Jeff’s aunt exclaimed, her smile bright but with an edge of surprise. “I didn’t expect to see you here!”

“Surprise,” Maria replied, forcing a smile as she met her gaze. “It’s been a while.”

“Your transformation is remarkable,” Jeff’s aunt said, almost too sweetly. “You look so… healthy.”

Maria’s stomach churned at the implication. “Thanks. I’ve been working on myself in more ways than one.”

Before Jeff’s aunt could respond, Eric turned to Maria, his curiosity piqued. “Hey, Maria! It’s great to see you. You look amazing.”

The warmth in his voice was like a balm, and Maria felt a flicker of confidence returning. “Thanks, Eric. It feels good to be back.”

Jeff’s aunt smiled, but there was a glint of something in her eyes—was it defensiveness? “I was just telling Eric how Jeff has changed since you two… parted ways. He’s really embraced family life. It’s so wonderful to see how happy he is with his kids. I know some people struggle with that.”

That jab wasn’t lost on Maria. Jeff’s aunt was all too aware of the pain Maria had endured after her miscarriage during their relationship, and the lingering aftermath that had left her unable to have children of her own. The words hung in the air like a weight, a reminder of what could have been and what had been taken away from her. Maria forced a smile, but inside, a storm of emotions raged—hurt, anger, and the bitter sting of jealousy.

She took a deep breath, letting the air fill her lungs as she steadied herself against the tide of memories. “I hope he’s doing well. I’ve moved on, and I wish him the best.” Her voice was firmer than she felt, echoing with a newfound strength.

The room fell silent, and Maria could feel the weight of their gazes, but this time, she didn’t flinch. Eric’s expression was supportive, a small anchor in the storm of her emotions. For the first time, she felt a sense of control over her narrative.

“Anyway,” she continued, glancing at Eric, “it’s time for me to make some new memories. Nice chatting with you.” As she turned away from the group, adrenaline surged through her, her heart pounding in her chest as she stepped into her new reality.

Joni caught up to her, eyes wide with admiration. “That was incredible! You handled that like a pro.”

“I didn’t want to let her rewrite my story,” Maria replied, her voice steady, a newfound conviction radiating from her. “I’m done letting anyone else define who I am.”

As the evening wore on, Maria found herself gravitating back toward Eric. The noise of the gymnasium faded, replaced by the soft hum of laughter and music from the after-party venue just down the street. She noticed Joni had drifted off to catch up with some old friends, leaving Maria with a mix of excitement and apprehension.

“Hey, you,” Eric said, catching her gaze as he stepped away from a group of classmates. His smile was warm, but there was something in his eyes that suggested he was still figuring things out himself. “You really held your own back there. I’m impressed.”

“Thanks,” she replied, feeling a blush creep to her cheeks. “I guess it’s time I stopped letting people dictate my story.”

“Right,” he said, leaning casually against the wall, but there was a hint of uncertainty in his voice. “I mean, it’s easier said than done, right?”

“Definitely,” she admitted, her heart racing as the conversation turned more serious. “But tonight feels different. I feel… empowered, I guess.”

Eric nodded, and for a moment, they simply stood in the shared silence, the weight of their past hanging between them. “Want to step outside for a bit?” he suggested, glancing toward the exit.

“Sure,” she said, grateful for the chance to escape the noise and the probing eyes of their former classmates.

Once outside, the cool night air wrapped around them, and Maria took a moment to breathe. “It’s nice to get away from all that,” she said, trying to ease the tension. “How have you been?”

“Good, I guess,” he replied, running a hand through his hair. “Life’s been… complicated. You know how it is. Work, relationships… it’s a lot to juggle.”

“Yeah, I get that,” she said, her heart sinking slightly. “I’ve had my share of complications too.”

“Sorry to hear that,” he said, his expression softening. “I always thought you were the strong one.”

“Looks can be deceiving,” she replied, a bittersweet smile crossing her lips. “I’ve had to learn to be strong.”

The conversation shifted, and as they talked, the chemistry between them flickered to life. But beneath that spark, there was an undercurrent of hesitation.

“So, what’s next for you?” he asked, leaning in a little closer. “Any big plans after tonight?”

“I don’t know,” she said, biting her lip. “Part of me wants to make the most of this. Maybe even reconnect with someone I’ve had a crush on since high school.”

“Really? Who?” he asked, his tone playful but his eyes searching.

“Someone who’s always been tall, thin, and charming,” she teased, her heart racing.

“Someone like me?” he asked, taking a step closer.

“Maybe,” she said, feeling the weight of the moment. “But it’s complicated. I don’t want to jump into anything.”

“Fair enough,” he replied, his expression shifting to one of understanding. “I get it. It’s been a long time. Maybe we should just enjoy the night and see what happens?”

“Yeah, that sounds good,” she said, feeling a mix of relief and apprehension. “No pressure.”

As they made their way back toward the venue, Maria felt a rush of excitement tempered by the reality of her past. She wanted to embrace this moment but also felt the weight of uncertainty. Still, there was something about being with Eric that felt right.

“Want to grab a drink at the hotel bar after this?” he suggested casually, as if testing the waters.

“Sure,” she replied, her heart racing. “I’d like that.”

As they stepped back into the after-party venue, Maria felt a thrill of possibility. It wasn’t a fairy tale, but it was real, and it felt like the first step toward reclaiming her story—one that was still unfolding.

She and Eric didn’t linger at the after-party venue. The noise of the music and the laughter of their classmates, which had felt empowering moments ago, now felt like a distraction from the new reality unfolding between them. With a quick, shared glance—an acknowledgment that the festivities were winding down, and the real conversation was about to begin—they navigated the crowd toward the coat check and the exit. Stepping outside, the shift from the humid warmth of the venue to the crisp, late-night air was sudden and refreshing. The brief walk to the hotel was charged with anticipation, a silent promise hanging between them that they were leaving the ghosts of the past behind for good.

The hotel bar contrasted sharply with the venue—darker, quieter, with plush velvet seating and the clink of ice providing the primary soundtrack. They found a secluded booth tucked in the back corner.

“Better?” Eric asked, sliding into the seat opposite her.

“Much,” Maria admitted, letting her shoulders relax for the first time that night. She ordered a glass of wine, and Eric a scotch. The drinks arrived quickly, and for a moment, the silence returned, less weighted than before but still present.

“You know,” Eric said, stirring his drink thoughtfully, “you mentioned things being complicated. Tonight… facing the aunt, dealing with the whole scene. It looks like you’ve been through a lot.”

“It’s the gift of hitting forty, I guess,” she replied, attempting a joke. “You start running out of energy for other people’s drama.”

He smiled, but his eyes were serious. “I mean the real stuff. The heavy things. I heard some of the whispers.”

Maria’s heart clenched. She knew exactly what he meant. The reunion was small enough that Jeff’s aunt’s comments wouldn’t stay private for long.

“Jeff’s aunt has always been a great storyteller,” she said, taking a bracing sip of wine. “She likes to cast me as the heartless, ambitious one who couldn’t—or wouldn’t—give Jeff a family. She leaves out a few details.”

Eric nodded slowly. “Like the fact that you lost a child when you were with him.”

The directness of that statement shocked her. She looked down at her glass, surprised by the sudden wetness in her eyes. “Yeah. That detail. It makes a big difference to the narrative, doesn’t it?”

“It changes everything,” he said gently, reaching across the small table to briefly touch her hand, his touch warm and steady. “Maria, I’m sorry. You didn’t deserve that, especially not tonight.”

She pulled her hand back, needing to protect the fragile composure she’d fought for all night. “It is what it is. I’ve accepted that part of my life. The fact that I can’t have kids… that’s my reality. It’s infuriating that she wields it like a weapon.”

Eric leaned back, taking a long drink of his scotch. He was quiet for a moment, running his fingers along the rim of the glass. The air felt heavy again, but it was a shared weight now.

“It’s funny,” he finally said, his gaze distant. “My complications were… the opposite. My ex-wife left me. She said I was too focused on work, too disconnected. But the bigger issue, the one we never really fixed, was that I didn’t want kids.”

Maria stared at him, the sudden confession feeling like a major shift in gravity. The man she had idealized—tall, charming, successful—was carrying an unexpected piece of baggage that counterbalanced her own.

“She wanted a big family,” Eric continued, his voice low and self-deprecating. “And I kept saying, ‘not yet, not yet.’ Eventually, she figured out ‘not yet’ meant ‘never.’ She told me I was afraid of the responsibility. And honestly? I think she was right.”

Maria felt a warmth spread through her, replacing the sting of the earlier betrayal. This was the real Eric, stripped of the reunion hype and high school fantasy. This was a man with a complicated, flawed story of his own.

“I’m sorry,” she said sincerely. “Divorce sucks, no matter the reason.”

“It does,” he agreed, meeting her eyes. “But it makes you rethink things. Reassess what you want. What you really want.”

He moved the empty scotch glass aside and leaned forward, resting his forearms on the table. “So, when you were teasing me about your high school crush… were you trying to tell me something, or were you just being playful?”

The shift from vulnerability back to flirtation was dizzying.

Maria felt her heart rate accelerate again. She didn’t want to rely on old defenses, but she also didn’t want to scare him off. “A little of both,” she admitted, a genuine smile crossing her lips. “I’ve wanted to kiss you since sophomore year, Eric. I just wasn’t brave enough back then.”

He looked at her, his green eyes warm and steady. “Well, you’re certainly brave now, Maria. I’ve seen you take on a lifetime of ghosts in one night. And I’ve wanted to kiss you since about twenty minutes ago, outside on the sidewalk.”

He paused, a hint of earlier uncertainty resurfacing. “The only complication now is deciding if we’re still just two people running from the noise, or if we’re running toward something new.”

“No pressure, right?” she whispered, leaning in closer, the scent of his scotch and cologne intoxicating.

“Are you sure about this?” he asked, his voice low and steady, eyes searching hers for reassurance.

Maria felt a surge of excitement—no longer the weight of the past, but the undeniable thrill of her own agency. With a final shared glance filled with unspoken promises, he offered his hand. “Come on. Let’s get out of this booth.”

She took his hand, letting the thrill pull them toward the elevators. The quiet enclosure of the rising car was a stark contrast to the distant, fading noise of the reunion’s after-party. Eric turned to face her, gently tracing the line of her jaw with his thumb, and the question was clear in his gaze. She met his eyes, a look of bold, uncomplicated want in her own, and slipped her hotel room key into his palm.