I’m starting to think I’m allergic to myself. Either that or it’s just my eczema acting up again. Coconut oil is the only thing I can use without breaking out. Cue the world’s smallest violin. 🎻 I really do need to see an allergist and get proper testing. I already avoid fragrances and artificial dyes because I know those set me off.
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[Crosspost] 10-08-2025: Health Update
Sleep Position: Denied

Back: coughs and shoulder sabotage.
Side: leg pain and betrayal.
Stomach: not even an option—just a cruel joke.
Every angle is a trap. Every adjustment a negotiation with pain. The cat sleeps like a loaf, smug and boneless. I rotate like a rotisserie chicken in a haunted oven.
It’s not insomnia. It’s logistics.
It’s not restlessness. It’s refusal.
Catch-22, but make it biomechanical.
Protected: Personal: no tears left to cry
Protected: Personal post 02-12-2025b: Blood glucose
Protected: Personal 02-11-2025b: Blood Sugar + Diet
Personal: Health update 01-12-2025
I’m feeling better, somewhat. I don’t want to speak too soon, though. The last two days, I’ve been drinking electrolytes. I just have to be careful and not drink too much, as that’s not good either. My sinuses are better, too.
I also started taking a low dose of lithium orotate. It’s not working yet, I suppose, but I haven’t been as moody. Sure, I started crying after I listened to a clip from The Electronic Intifada, but at least I wasn’t crying while playing the world’s smallest violin.
I’ve also been staying up longer than usual. Usually, I can only stay awake for a couple of hours. I’ve been up since Midnight, and I am getting tired now, though. It’s time to switch to my deadmau5 playlist. I either listen to that one or my Trance playlist when I go to sleep. Have a pleasant day!
Personal 10-26-2024a: Good Night
I’ve been making terrible food choices, lately. Pre-made salads have been looking bad wherever I order. I’d make my own, but since I don’t do my own grocery shopping, I don’t trust anyone else to choose lettuce for me. Especially, Walmart, which is where I order my groceries from. I need to be careful or else my pants will fit, again! 🤭
Unfortunately, I didn’t find any remixes that I liked of this one. I don’t remember hearing the extended version, before.

Good night! 💤


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